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Name: mervyn
Birthday: 8/26/1988


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Member Since: 5/5/2004

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

 We may look happy, drunk and all but still its different with out her..


Friday, June 10, 2005

 

 

 

 

She's leaving already... I can't believe this is happening.... I can't accept the fact that summer is going to be over..
We have been through alot this summer... I chersihed all the good times and bad times... I never felt so low... plus the fact that i heard my new section sucks... 4-I.. i don't have any kabarkada in my new section... but i believe its for my own good to change and study hard.. I wanna thank her for all the things she has given me.. without her my summer would have been boring... I always feel happy when I'm with her.. especially yesterday even if i waited for her in gale from 3pm to 9pm its still all good.. I will never forget last night.. it was the last time we were together this summer... I was never so happy being with someone... Time is so fast.. I remember march 11 like it was still only yesterday.. I can say that this is the best summer I ever had because of her... She made my summer special.. How I was wish I can go back in time to relieve all those good moments with her... like what Joshua said.. its too bad that what happened, happened already.. We can't do anything about it anymore... From gale, eastwood, greenbelt 3, lasalle, inigo's house and to my house I can still remember every detail of it like it was only yesterday.... haayyy.. Some people think that I'm stupid for loving her because of our situation.. Well I really don't care about what they say.. They don't know what I've been through in the past.. I've been there and done that.. and I'm going to pass thru it again for her... So they shouldn't say what I'm doing is stupid... It's not stupid to love her...  I'd say its even a privilege.. coz she never loved someone in the past.. So i'd say im her first... Well for me she may not be my 1st but the things I do for her.. are the things I never did for any other girl in the past.. So for me she's the most special girl.. She made me do things that I don't normally do... She taught me a lot of things.. and she changed me in a lot of ways thats positive.. So I have no plans of giving her up.. You can all say Im crazy.. stupid.. etc... It doesn't bother me.. coz what I know is that I love her so much...


Sunday, May 22, 2005

Currently Playing
It's You, It's Me
By Kaskade
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Well im gonna post something ulit.. and it's for you.. you know who you are haha!! anyway it's 1:00 am.. I'm still not finished writing a letter for that special somoene.... Every time I read my unfinished letter I get mushy all of a sudden.. Damn.. Why I do I feel like this?...... It's soo... Wow... I can't explain it.. I miss her na sooo much...... She's away for 3 days na and she's going back on thursday pa so it's 4 more days and yet I feel like she's been away for a year already.... One more thing.. I just hope she gets surprised when she gets back.. Coz im planning something big time.. I just hope everything will go smoothly as planned... Ok now the time is 1:43.. I'm quite busy kanina that's why ang tagal ko mag type... anyway I wanna say I Love you to that special girl out there.. Don't be hiding hehe...

 

La lang.. I miss my classmates in 3rd year like these guys.. Mike and Joshua.. but this girl is the one I miss the most...

Katherinne Anne Margaret Gonzales Reyes

 

 


Saturday, May 21, 2005

Currently Playing
Goin' Crazy
By Natalie
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---> k-anne doesn't like this picture.

---> even this picture!

---> awwwwwww!!!! i love her!

 

Wahhhhhhhhh I miss her soo much.... :( Normally when i go to gimiks I'm excited but for some reason I don't..  I kept thinking about her even if I was on my way to our gimik... Wishing i could be with her.. Badtrip if only pinayagan ako... I feel bad d ko siya makasama in Romblon.. Anyway when she gets back she's gonna get somethin :) I SO MISS MY HON SOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I went to rosehill's beach party in Burgundy katipunan last night and It was all good. Me and my friend Inigo socialized and I got to meet lots of nice people but i kept distance with the girls because even if I was there my mind was still on K-anne.. We were all partying like crazy But in the end the night ended in bad vibes.. When the party ended, Our friend got too wasted coz dami niya na take na vis.. 15 exactly.. Damn.... and 4 orange colored pills.. Whapakk siya then when were all about to go home something bad happened. I rode in my friend's car then we bumped into a steel post damn....

 

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SONG FOR K-ANNE

WE BELONG TOGETHER
 
(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)
 
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
 
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
 
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
 
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
 
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
 
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
 
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
 
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
 
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me 
It's still so hard to believe 
Come back baby, please 
Cause we belong together 
 
Who am I gonna lean on 
When times get rough 
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up 
Who's gonna take your place 
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

 

GOIN’ CRAZY
 
Ever since the day you went away 
And left me lonely and cold 
My life just hasn't been the same 
Oh baby no 
When I looked into your eyes 
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down) 
 
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice 
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man 
Would ever make me feel so right 
 
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night 
But I'd rather have you here with me 
Right next to me 
And I miss the way you hold me tight 
 
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch 
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much 
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny 
For you I'd cross the world for you 
I'd do anything 
 
That's right baby 
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady 
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it 
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby) 
 
That's right baby 
Im goin' crazy 
I need to be your lady 
I've been thinking lately 
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me 
I'm in love with you (baby) 
 
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real 
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak 
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me 
And you want me 
And you miss me 
And you love me 
I'm your lady 
I'll be around waiting for you 
Put it down be the woman for you 
I'm falling so deep for you 
Crazy over you I'm calling 
Callin' out to you 
What am I gonna do? 
It's true no frontin' 
It's you ain't no other 
I can no longer go on without you 
I'll just break down (down)
 
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch 
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much 
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny 
For you I'd cross the world for you 
I'd do anything 
 
That's right baby 
I'm goin' crazy 
I need to be your lady 
I've been thinking lately 
That you and me, yes we can make it 
Just ride with me, roll with me 
I'm in love with you (baby) 
 
That's right baby 
I'm goin' crazy 
I need to be your lady 
I've been thinking lately 
That you and me, yes we can make it 
Just ride with me, roll with me 
I'm in love with you (baby) 
 
ooo, crazy,(ooo) 
lady (ooo) 
lately (ooo) 
Baby 

 

 


Wednesday, April 20, 2005

        Well well... It's been a while since I posted something because in my last post i just posted some pictures of me and k-anne.. So what do guys think? are we sweet or what? hahaha! anyway I've been going to school every 7:40 in the morning because I have a summer refresher class in math which at first really sucks because we had to wear our 3rd year uniform but i got the hang of it. What's really nice with summer class is that every dismissal time me and my summer budies(Paul,Joel and Justin) would go straight to gale around 10am and eat lunch there and stroll around. I miss drinking with my barkada getting wasted every night and having a hang-over the next day. These days I just go to school then I go to gale after that when I get home I would go to the gym to work-out and of course lastly and the most important thing of all.... *Talking with ------ you know who you are hehe..*  It's exactly one month and nine days since i got attached to her and so far it's all good everything is sailing smoothly. She maybe a pessimist but it's ok I'll try harder if you guys know what i mean har har! I'm now speechless so there it is...



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